it’s just so bow-down, bitch.
I just thought its funny. That was 2 hours ago.
My mind is racing…I feel on edge and self-destructive. I stopped in my tracks and turned around, 2 seconds away from being reckless.
I only stopped because I needed desperately to get home.
I do not understand what I am feeling, only that it is something big. Only that it might mean something. I do not understand.